Feeling of Unfamiliarity

I had never been the person that I am today, I guess the long distance relationship that I kept and valued most made me evolved into the person that I am now. That’s where the unfamiliarity sets in…i pause and check on myself and say “ikaw ba ito?” (is this really you?). But, yeah this is me… I learned the art of compromising, I deter myself to feel coy. I harnessed a lot of will power and strength of character. Being far from the person that values you more than his life made me work on being whole as a person on my own. Yes! I marvel this unfamiliarity that eats up my self wholly. In retrospect, this change is actually a welcome flog! And I am pining for the time where we could ultimately share each others time physically. Communication may be available virtually it still matters most to have each other available physically. Nevermind if there will be petty fights every now and then as long as we are together. Oh yes! am loving the familiar feeling of unfamiliarity! Whooshhhhh.... am i making sense?*sigh* whatever.@#&%!